Keep On Movin

Another week later, another week older. 

This weekend everybody went to a lingerie party that was right next to my friend Brandon's house. I didn't go, because i don't need that. I went to Robin's house instead. All my friends went though, and they told me that it was pretty gay, and there was tons of drama. 

On Saturday i set up a place in my garage so my band could jam. Matt Lu came over and so did Brandon and basically we worked magic that afternoon. We played until like 6:30 non-stop. 

Hmmm Sunday i chilled out with all the old Z boys that used to kick it in the summer. We were supposed to film a video for Carl but he never showed up, so we just went to cherry on top and jammed out with our clams out.

I'm trying to post one of these at least once a week so that one day when i am older i can look back and say: Gosh, i was so immature back then. 

Wake Up, You Son of a Bitch

this week is somehow going by extremely slowly.

i don't understand the slowness of it.

i got a new resolution, which is to go to the gym everyday. 

and so far, i've been doing good. but i've been sore as a mofo. 

i've also been very sleepy. 

Yeah, basically i'm writing in here because i'm bored. And i'm writing in here because this day was pretty crazy. 

lots of drama for your mama. 

but it's always all good. 

i love my life, and everyone should love theirs. 

ONE LOVE.

The Answer Is Blowin' In The Wind

Sometimes life gives you what you want,

so you take it.

But--

Sometimes life gives you shit,

and you eat it.

But nonetheless,

it's life. And it goes on.

That's what's happening right now. 

Kinda sucks.

I don't wanna go to college, because it's just another obstacle for me. I believe I can overcome any obstacle, but this one is going to do lots of damage. 

People say that you should live in the "now", and enjoy every day. If you have worries, push them forward and forget about them. 

But what happens when all of those worries that you pushed so far away finally catch up to you? What the hell do you do then?

You say you live in the "now", well now the "now" is full of shit. So what the hell do you do then? You eat it. And you keep going, and you hope things will get better. You know things will get better.

That's all.

BYAH!

3 more months until school is officially over. It's pretty crazy when you think about it.

i wanna graduate. but there's always a little nervous anticipation whenever i say that. i don't know what the future will hold, and sometimes, i don't like to think about it. Whatever the case is, i know i have to rise to the occasion. When you're 18, everyone expects more out of you. lame. 

Hmmm....nothin else has really happened. Tomorrow is my girlfriend's birthday :D but she doesn't even have a blogspot so she's probably never going to read this. 

I've been doing a lot of deep thinking again, as gay as that sounds.

Gotta keep prioritizing. 

I think in my last blog i talked about that. Anyway, i'm workin on it, and i'm getting a little better.

started going to the gym with Mok. I'm sore.

that's all for tonight.